By Erica Wiggins
Content warning: PTSD, drug use, suicidal thoughts
While Nobody Is Watching is the first novel from Michelle Dunne, an author who began her career as a soldier. It is just 279 pages, but it packs a punch. This story follows Lindsey Ryan, a soldier whose life is changed forever when a young Syrian girl accidently sets off an IED, resulting in two deaths and serious injuries to Lindsey. Lindsey blames herself and is suffering from PTSD, which she is trying to cope with the help of her dog Frank. We pick up the story three years after the incident. Lindsey is home from overseas and working at The Centre, a facility for troubled youth.
This story is a scary glance into the world of a soldier dealing with PTSD. Lindsey isn’t sleeping and believes that someone is following her—but is that the truth or paranoia? The story started out a little slow for me. I wasn’t immediately drawn in, but once I finished the book It became apparent that this was necessary to set the scene. Upon reflection, this is done beautifully, and Lindsey starts to grow on you.
About halfway through, the story picks up speed and was difficult to put down. Someone is leaving Lindsey notes and she is trying to figure out what is happening in her life. We start to see more of Lindsey’s growth, which is admirable. She is a soldier; it is what defines her. She is a strong, independent character. It feels like a true representation of what life can be like when you return home from active duty and try to settle into a “normal life.” It is an arduous task.
I was immersed in the town of Cork and the centre that Lindsey works at. The author has a way of writing that can feel autobiographical at times. There are a few clues to help you solve the mystery of what is happening, but I honestly did not catch them until the story was finished. By the end of the book I was attached to Lindsey. I didn’t want the story to end and would love to read another story about what happens next in her life. I was so skeptical at the beginning of this book, but it is completely worth diving into.
While this was a challenging read at times due to the content, I would recommend checking this out if you enjoy mystery, danger, military-themed stories, recovery, redemption, growth, and a story that is most likely written from experience. This was five-star read for me. I will be keeping my eyes out for more great things to come from this author.
Thank you to Publishing Group Canada for the complimentary copy in exchange for an honest review.